Friday, May 3, 2013

I just heard today that my best friend is moving into the city

It’s not a big deal really, it’s only 40 minutes away, but he’s lived just down the road from me for years! We could decide to catch up on a whim, we’d go for walks, talk and laugh, whatever.

I went through some difficult times in the past and he was there for me, and I guess I was there for him too, and my family was as well, when he went through difficult times of his own.

We’ll still keep in contact, he’ll visit, and I’ll try to get into the city from time to time, but somehow I feel like it won’t be the same. I’m going to miss him. I’m trying not to think about it, but somehow I know I’m really going to miss him.

Ah well, I’m sure it will be okay.

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Life is strange when you grow up, and everyone you grew up with is all grown up themselves.

I went to see one of my best friends today who’s moving down south tomorrow! I know I didn’t really hang out with him as much as I should have, and would have liked, this past couple of years, but it was like he was always there, I knew I could. And now, for no apparent reason, he’s off to some god-forsaken hole of a place where it’s always cold to flat with a guy I used to be friends with until he somehow broke me up with one ex, went down on another, and then was seriously unhelpful during the breakup with a third. I should really get over it, he’s probably grown up since then, but I can’t help resenting him a little haha :p

Anyway, it’s just so weird when your friends go their own way, your paths leading you off in different directions. It’s okay, I’m not really upset about it, but it’s just weird.

Ah well, I’m just glad I managed to see him before he left.

But never mind all that, sorry! I’d better get myself to bed, my sister and I are going to Yoga tomorrow morning. I’ll be my first class since about a week before Christmas, it’ll be good to be back!

I hope you all have a lovely Christmas, and I hope the coming year is wonderful! Good luck with whatever you’re doing :)

Love you all! I’ll reply to people soon, I promise!



Sunday, October 7, 2012

Reblog if you made a good friend on tumblr <3

Monday, June 4, 2012

Why do we always do it to ourselves?

Look at old pictures; visit blogs and websites of people we miss; re-read old letters; or listen to the songs we once shared.

We know these things will hurt.

And yet we still do it.

Oh well, don’t worry, I’m fine! I’m just… missing an old friend.

Saturday, May 26, 2012

I have a cold and I seem to be rubbish at blogging at the moment!

But oh well, I’m sure I’ll get better on both counts haha :P

Anyway I should get to bed because there’s a Yoga workshop I’ve signed up for tomorrow morning. Should be interesting, I’m not really sure what to expect. Lots of sexy women in stretchy clothing and compromising positions perhaps? Sorry, we’ll blame that on the tiredness… although my friend who I went for a walk with tonight did comment I was being rather crude in my commentary so perhaps it’s a current malaise (and I use that word quite wrongly I suspect). As I said ‘I’m sick!’ and then realized the true comedy in the statement.

Oh, I discovered I could actually talk on Skype the other day! I haven’t talked to anyone on Skype for ages and ages! Thrilling story, I know, but anyway I had a lovely conversation with one of my friends and felt strangely relaxed, so that was nice. Yes, that was me relaxed, I just always sound like Hugh Grant, the whole ‘Stammering Brit’ thing, oh yes.

And now I’ve got silly old Mr. Grant’s voice stuck in my head saying, as I write this, oh gosh, ah, yes umm… said friend is probably going to ah read this now and, um, think ‘why, ah, er, why is he mentioning this? That, that’s just weird! You know? Ah yar… ah Maybe I should just scrap this?

But no, it was good. Of course there were those moments where you don’t know what to say, but that’s life. I think I shall no longer approach Skype with such trepidation. If indeed I did ever approach about it which such a degree of hesitance that I describe anyway, which perhaps I didn’t. But ah well! You know what I mean :)

So, I’m rambling, I should very much be in bed, and I very much shall be, very soon.

Goodnight my darlings. I shall try to get back on form soon, thank you for sticking with me. I was going to say ‘baring with me’ but, my spelling being what it is, I’m never sure if that might actually mean getting naked?

Anyway, as I say, goodnight! It’s got late on me again! So much for just checking my messages quickly! And that’s quite enough exclamation marks for now, so with that, I am gone!!!



xxxxxxx :p

(Silly mood)

Monday, February 13, 2012

Well My Darlings…

I should probably head off to bed, it’s not like anyone’s actually awake / talking to me anyway :p

So tomorrow, in my part of the world, it’s that horrid day that serves the single population only to highlight their singleness haha! Oh well, big deal, woopty-doo and so on, I suppose it doesn’t bother me too much.

So before I launch into what turned into quite a soppy rant about life and friendship, I’ll say goodnight! Send me messages, comments or questions, whatever :) Love you all lots,

TF xx

Now, on with the rambling, and I love you even more if you manage to read through this nonsense!

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Thursday, January 12, 2012
Sometimes, at night, just before I go to bed, I find myself wishing you were here, or that we still talked even. I tell myself not to care, but in those moments it seems like all around me are fragments of those friendships that didn’t work out. Regrets. TF - thinking, once again, about people who have come and gone.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
It&#8217;s so hard to strike that perfect balance, but I hope we all find it some day :) I know I&#8217;m not ready to settle for anything less :P

It’s so hard to strike that perfect balance, but I hope we all find it some day :) I know I’m not ready to settle for anything less :P

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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

I want someone special.

I want to be someone special.

Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas my dear followers

Or ‘Happy Holiday’ if you want to be that way :P

I hope you all have a lovely holiday, and a great new year. Good luck with whatever you do this coming year! So here’s to amazing things, good fortune, friendship, and happiness.

Love you all!

Yours always,



Thursday, December 1, 2011
I miss her, the thoughts of her, the idea of her that played upon my mind. I miss the idle chatter of this and that. The Conversations, unhurried, without form nor necessity, yet encompassing it all, the wealth of life’s mysteries, and the joys of the simple and the universally immense. I miss the beauty she stirred in me and caused me to see as I looked about. I miss the sweetness, not naivety, but gentility, kindness, caring and maturity. And I miss the awkward dance of flattery and careful avoidance of intimacy, testing the waters and skirting outright romantic utterance. I miss the thoughts she gave me cause to have, ideas dredged up and dusted off. The wishes for someone, if not her then very much like her. Someone to hold close, to be my own and give myself unto her, as a lover, as a friend, that this road we call life might not be walked alone. Myself, TF, on pondering the way that you lose touch with people, the way people you were close to just drift away. Obviously it’s romantic (albeit rather melancholy) in it’s tone and subject, about the women who have come and gone in my life (romantically, or close to being so, or those more platonic) but I mean it in a more general sense as well, all those friendships that dissipate.