I have this fantasy, it’s a bit weird…
I make dinner for a lovely woman, or maybe we make it together. Then we sit and eat it, talking and laughing, no pressure. Then we cuddle up on the couch, talk and laugh some more. Then in all likelihood become aroused and begin to kiss and explore one another’s bodies, and end up having sweet, leisurely, exquisite sex.
I told you it was weird! :p
Silliness aside, I’d love to do that some time. Oh and maybe give her a massage at some point too!
I started writing a new story! But it’s probably rubbish :P
'This is not a Love Shop' (working title stolen from the name of a shop that sells vintage/retro clothing)
I’ve been meaning to go op shopping with my mum for a while now. I’ve got a project planned which involves taking ordinary old spoons, silver idealy but I’m unlikely to find them, and turning them into what you might generously call art, skulls, maybe flowers, lacework, all in the metal. So it was with a certain sense of anticipation that I entered the shop, as always on coming here, whatever the reason (if I even have one.)
I’ve got to stop watching romances (even those bawdy teen comedy ones) late at night!
They just make me want a woman in my life!
Anyway, I’m off to bed, I’m yawning uncontrollably (well, no, I yawned once, but that doesn’t have much of a ring to it does it?)
Goodnight my dear followers, welcome my new followers, and take care of yourselves and one another. Love you all :)
p.s. Good grief! There are too many naked women on my dash! That’s not what I want… well, it is, intensely, but not like that! I want intimacy, I want love, I guess I want a best friend who just happens to be insanely gorgeous, want’s my body (and my mind), and is pretty sure she want’s to spend the rest of her life with me. Yeah, I think I could settle for pretty sure, after all, who’s really certain of anything these days? Oh, and I’d like to be pretty sure too, that would be good, I’d like to be remotely sure about something ;p Haha! Wow I’m tired!
Someone have romantic feelings for me pls
It’s funny actually, as much as I crave and am thrilled by someone having said feelings for me, it always terrifies me a bit as well. Sort of funny, maybe a little sad.
It’s funny, I often feel slightly sad when couples get together in films/tv
I mean, I’m happy that they do, and the idea of it makes me smile, but also it makes me feel a bit lonely. It reminds me that I don’t have anyone in my life like that right now.
Sorry, I don’t know why I’m mentioning that! Pitiable sympathy plea? Probably :P
Anyway, I really must get myself to bed! I stayed up a bit late watching The Mentalist, sure it won’t be for everyone, but I’m actually quite enjoying it.
Sooo yeah, excuse my moping, I could just delete that part of the post, but I try not to edit myself too much here.
Take care all of you,
Confessions of a Hopeless Romantic ;p
I sometimes find romantic comedies far more moving than I ‘should’! I actually teared up at the end of Zack and Miri make a Porno! I don’t think you’re supposed to get teary over anything with ‘porno’ in the title! I’m sure it’s not meant to be possible! ;p
But no, it’s weird, I don’t see all the stupidity of these kinds of films, for some reason I can buy into the emotional part of the story, often regardless of how sketchy the rest of the plot may be. Maybe I see something that isn’t really there, see the scenario and read proper feeling into it? Who knows, but it’s jolly soppy and not nearly macho enough haha!
It’s silly though isn’t it? This pretense that men don’t feel. That we’re not moved by things; that we don’t hurt when someone leaves us; or when we can’t be with the people we love and care about. I know for one I’ve hurt like nothing I’ve ever experienced when I’ve lost someone, or even when I’ve thought I’ve hurt someone dear to me. And I’ve seen friends suffer over love, I’ve seen them fall apart. And once I saw the most unlikely guy try and rally a couple of close friends to go and sing songs under some girl’s bedroom window. I only regret that we didn’t have the balls to go and do it for him.
I’m all for emotional expression! Sure it makes you feel vulnerable, and week, and none of the things we’re conditioned to try and be, as men I mean, and it can in itself be painful and difficult or awkward, or whatever else you might want to call it. But let’s never be accused of taking the easy way out eh?
If you’ve never watched ‘French Film’ I suggest you take a look!
Now, it won’t be for everyone, but it’s one of the most poignant, darkly comic, romantic films I’ve ever watched. Or maybe that’s just the way I read it?